So…

I’ve been avoiding this post for some time.

My Lady friend broke up with me.

She did so in a fashion I find most objectionable, and not in good taste.

C’est la vie.

She refuses to talk about the issue, and this pisses me off. I cannot find “closure” until she acknowledges she done me wrong.

Oh, well, what a problem.

At this point, I’d rather she yell at me than ignore me. But I have some things to say as well.

I hurt.

“I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way.”