Care and Feeding of the Bhagwan

Assume the following are true for the next 30 days.

1. I’m pissed off about something.
2. I can’t tell you what it is.
3. I really don’t want to talk about it.
4. I’m thinking about drinking myself into a blind stupor

None of the above things are healthy, and I’m going to do them anyway.

A very stressed out and somewhat dehydrated 214 this morning.

It’s my three days off. I was going to try a few days of the vegetarian plan next week. But that was before yesterday.

I did not take a drink last night.

I plan to today. Lots of them, in fact. So roundabout 5 PM, I’m going to need three things.

1. A plan.
2, A drink (in fact, if I’ve not had two or three by 5, I’m doing something wrong)
3. A designated driver.

I woke up at 4 AM. I don’t feel any more sanguine about what I have to do today.

But I’m going to be doing it for the next 30 days. Please be patient with me. I’m going to lash out at times.